I missed church one Sunday. One Sunday has turned into close to two months of Sundays. Up until January 8, 2010, I prayed daily. I gave thanks and prayed for the safety of my friends and family and countless other things. I still pray but it's not the same. These days, I am prepared for disappointment. I count on nothing. Take nothing for granted.
I want to go back to church but I want to be able to do it without anger, without tears.
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Sometimes i don't want to go to church either. My way of being angry is not taking notes or not singing...sounds silly but it's true.
ReplyDeleteTears - there is nothing wrong with tears; anger either for that matter. I trust that God will help you get past the anger. My two cents...