Friday, August 6, 2010

Day 210

I received a copy of the police report today in the mail.

I am sadder than usual. The kind of sad that's hard to hide. I couldn't read it all. It still seems so strange to me that it is about my Zavier. I had one of those moments where I still couldn't believe this happened to us.

Earlier this week, I woke up, turned on the TV and I guess Juls must've been watching TV in my room because Handy Manny was on. I used to dress Zavier in the mornings before work and lay him on my bed. I'd put on Handy Manny while I got dressed myself (on account of I thought he was too young for the morning news).

I don't know if it's worse to wake up thinking for a second that he is here or to wake up knowing he is gone.

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