Today has been a sad, sad day. I spent a long while laying on the floor in Zavier's room wishing he was here. I feel so restless, so unsettled. I am running out of patience. I can feel the tension that has become a disturbing part of our little family. We are all trying... but it almost feels like we are just spinning our wheels, getting nowhere.
We still want things to be how they used to be. I guess moving forward means letting go of our desire to turn back time. Things around here will forever be always never the same.
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This blog will chronicle my first year without my son. We had him with us for just a short while. I'm creating this blog with a heavy heart and I'm hoping by the end of this first year I will have a little peace.
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