My son would have been 5 months old today. I can't stop getting those emails that say "Felix Zavier is 5 months old this week". I guess if I tried hard enough I could figure out how to unsubscribe. The truth is, I am not ready. I want to know what he should be doing right now. I am as obessesed with it now as I was when he was here. It breaks my heart and yet I want to know. Maybe I will always want to know.
Do I think that God took my son to teach us a lesson? No, but I have to believe there are lessons to be learned. A lifetime of lessons.
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